Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 1:36 PM
Hiee back to blog , finally i got the time (:
long long post eh don want read jiu don read hors!LOL
i forget since when i last update too , oh my ! lols ,
chu wu which is last thursday , all my friend came to my house
im so glad that Evatan came ! hees C:
cause she say it me that she come . lalalla ~
but before that day wednesday chu shi , i went to eva house bainian (:
eat lunch at her house then she teach me dai di , then awhile more
his bro wake up , then after they eat hao and play mahjong !
qinming taught me how to play mahjong , but still not so good at it
lols ! fun day at their house (: hees , with his daddy
i won one round thank to elaine who help me :DD
so after i won one round started to play money , kup with eva
we lose so much end up she didnt want me to pay.
but overall she no lose cause her dad and bro return her money C:
left at 10pm sth to meet boyf cause he coming my house
then we both company my sis to s-11 buy food
didnt eat cause im on diet ! LOL , so fat alrdy . sadd ):
and then when the clock strike 12am sthh
dear gave me a suprise , which is the camera he giving me :D
and i sleep with my sweet sweet smile . hees ,
wake up and stress again ): SCHOOL
dear company me to school , after talking to teacher i make up my mind
to go back , but yet i got the phobia which im so afraid of going back
i don't know what im afraid of , i know im grown up i know everything
well myself but i can't do its. blame me for what im doing
but that make me so fan , not happy at all .
k la skip this. went home prepare thing and waited all my friend came
mahjong first (: and dear was in luck :DD you know what im talking haha
went to fetch huat , qinming & weisheng . and gamble start in my room LOl
i lose :C got no luck at all , and what i know only blackjack . yawn so didnt play
hopefully all of them invite came ,
Ahtham , Yiting , Eva , Jenavie , Alvinchook , Edwin , Robin , Zhihao , Jackson
Joys , Guanting , Qinming , Huat , Weisheng , Chengcong and his gf (:
Ling didnt came )x
kill eur boss . cny also got work ! hahha kidding . hees
left at goin 12am , clean the house and com awhile and to lala land :D
next day , Friday after wake up lunch with dear & sis at northpoint
and off to his house . stay at his house awhile and off to my house
cause we want to find alyssa :D 8pm sth
dear & me and me smal sis company cousin cindy bring alyssa home
play with her till 9pm sth and stay till 1o cousin cindy drive us home :D
next day morning , dear went lion dance
meet eva in the noon
to novena eat , decided to go SSC starbuck ;D
so went my house first take laptop then take shuttle bus to ssc
i use laptop and she study (: haha
till 8pm sth went sunplaza eat pasta mania
then to her house dwnstair cam-whore LOls ,
and home :D
next day is an working day with cousin cindy
and with Yiting too . hahha! tired day ~ Yawnn
end work at 9pm like this waited for yiting then go tgt
cousincindy drop yiting at khatib then we went home
find aunts first cause they are going oversea to china
then went home , talk with boyf till he reaching went over to fetch him LOls
see i so good ;D go wait for you :P
careless boyf ! injured his hand ): and seen so super tired
still company my mummy they all go baibai .
waited for uncle to be back to go chongpang temple there baibai
till going 2 am like this ? then go home , forget e time ler lols
sleeping time !(:
and next day which is yesterday , 22.2
i got really a bad day, haiis suppose to go back school end up didnt.
yiting & ahtham bought kfc for me and dear to eat , thanks girls!
so prepare hao ler go eat . and hais ,,
mummy was so angry with me): i know it my fault to be so san xin liang yi
sobbs, and tears just roll down from my eye.
everything my fault ok ? making people around me feel so dissapoint
esp my oversea daddy, ): sorry sorry sorry !
at that moment i one second also dont feel like living in this world ):
leave this world is the only way that can stop me from thinking
haiishh , i dare to say why im like this
cause something i say i lack of is , confident and can say till now or alway
i don have its. im scare of everything and don dare to face the reality.
i cry and cry ): lucky i got a shoulder for me to lean on .
wiping my tear away telling me what i do he alway be there for me
after that went out with dear , ahtham & yiting
sorry , i wasnt in any mood and got no wei kou to eat anything
i can feel that i can cry anytime . so emotional leh but also not i want
i wish i can go to a place alone and think of what i really want
maybe one day , i run to a place whereby nobody will know where am i .
and settle dwn to think what i really want (:
from somerset to bugis and to sun-tec (:
something catch my eye!! i want to get that but i have to settle my the other thing
when we are on the way to take train something scary which i nva been b4 happen
which frighten me , a old man fall on escaltor still roll dwn , so pain ):
and all of us get stuck there , so siandiaos nobody press the stop button to let it stop
and then become two old man fall . so pain ):
scaryy esclator!
after that ahtham & yiting went off .
i went to boyf house , till 10pm left his house to his friend house
lols. they play mahjong and i watch tv :)
left at 12am like this chengcong drive his gf home first then my
sleep and boyf went lion dance in the morning again
me ? ltr on meeting yiting & ahtham to compass point
and i have to work )x siann
going boyf house tonight .
Byee
longlong post huh Lols