i blog for so long , my post till now only 48 nia ? Lolss
that so less , hmpm -.-

im at the boring class nw doing nothing
just spend away my $10 today , buying that course note ,
nvrmind la study impt , but another thing which i cant change myself ):
thought dear go Ns ler , i will guai guai go school on time all this
but i didnt , );

lesson start at 8am i jiu 8 wake up and go school
start at 9 i jiu 9 wake up go school , sighh and i think i miss lots of lessonn .
haiisya . damn siann !

im so sticky to my bed like how im sticky to my bf ;PP
wake up at 3am sthh missing him and use itouch and back to sleep
thinking one more hour is his wake up time ;D

haiishh , 13 more day to go , my ever ever first time
want that someone so much by my side. and yet the fact is . his so far away from me
why tekong ? lols! i know it stupid questionn .

i wouldn't control my tears when im sleepinng

yesterday night i went jogging with my sis can say it from yishun to khatib there
Lolss , so tired ttm cann cause im hasn't been doing this type of exercise
since my secondary school life. so i have to do more to get back my stamina
and my leg nw cramp like fuck . haha ,

i wish to run in the rain but without lighting or thunder la. Lols ((:
meeting my sistas today (:
i still miss him so damn much arghh

Misses KekyouTing so Badly!


NOBODY TAG ME !
i wish my tagboard will appear a name call Kaixinguo laogong ! ): ): ):

jialat ! i have been crying this two night
cause im missing him really so badly , He appearing in my mind
whatever i do . Lols , yesh that is the power of lovee !! :DD
im so glad that just now rainn :P and he got the free time to text me (:
why not everyday rain ? hahaha , not bad huhs :)

arghh , damn bored ttm ! i want youting i want youting Lolss
part of me is gone already and it going to come back on the 13th :PP

back to school lifee.
reach school around 9.3oam like this when our class start at 8am Lols.
purposely late de cause damn fcuking boredd.
last minute complete my wrk today well done weiting !

12noon end school , went cityhall with classmate to print our work
saded ! when they print hao ler , then realised it print wrong side
and , re print again they charge as normal . so i spend $7 on it
after that didnt go anywhere ler jiu train home [:

hais hais hais . someone entertain me please
i feel so bored & lonely , nothing for me to do ..
sleep again ? yesh go sleep haha
kk luh go sleep ler. Niteess.


wednesday ended like this . short day at school
it really a short one it so boring but i like its. hees :DD

reach school around 9.3oam like this ,
miss lesson yesterday & today computer no internet so went to the back
end up didnt hear anything also cause im fb fb fb fb (: hees
but wilson did help me to do some work

after school meet yiting at novena then to raffles place find ahtham for lunch
subway(: then company her buy thing jiu train home
im really so fucking sian , and this sian make me = sleepy!

home for fb & blogging , and im going to sleep soon
tired , maybe im not tired just that sians Yawnn .
sleep kill time so very fast jiu night and it become tmr and then 14day(:
hmpm , i want him so muchh ):):

so worried about him , afraid that his stomach isnt feeling well
every morning , k bah , off to sleep & waiting for his sms (:
hugging his chouchou to sleep with his smell . haha :P
i know it only just one day we apart and i miss him till like this .
hmm , ni bu dong de la
don know what he doing now , >.<
Nightss.


Hiees {;

sighh , just past 1 day and i miss dear so muchh
you know that kind of feeling ? ):
15 more day to go , aww still so long

babyyboyy i want you to be my side right now ):
saded )x
kk ba lesson now ):



i look so ugly , but my dear look so cutee (:

i accidently delete away yesterday post ):
im not gonna re-post it too .

yesterday night im suppose to train dwn jurong to dear house
end up jackson drive car to my house dwnstair and fetch me
dear give me suprise again {:
he told me to prepare faster , as to me is they are heading back to jurong
so i still slowly do my thing and go bathh
awhile more , he call & my sis shout youting .
and she say she saw wrong ppl .
when i came out she ask me to call him but i didnt
end up when im blowing my hair ,
My babyboy appear infront of me ^^
im very happy yesterday just that i didnt say out
hees . muackks love you ttm ! (:

i saw four botak on the car ! Lolss so so funny and of course they look cute(:
jackson drive us home . i can only spend such a little time with my boy ytd
im hungry , he cook maggiemee to eat (:
i want to learn cooking already to cook for my boy . hees,
and i really wish i got a car licsence so that when he book in or book out
i can drive him . but i dont have ): sadd ehh

went to sleep at 1am something and wake up at 7.3o
i went bath first and prepare , wait for all of them ready
went out to meet his friend and train to paris ris tgt.

bus and take ferry. Lolss ,
and apart from there , all the Ns boy went another way from us ):
then me and dear parent board the bus and they bring us around
see where they do their training . see where they rest , see where they sleep
like so good ehh , only those training are damn hard. hahaa

then to canteen , and to hall then to eat (:
after eating we'll apart again they line up go back their room i think ):
saded . after seeing him walk in
we left there , till paris ris i went take bus back yishun
dear parent train home (:
they taken good care of me ^^ i knw they gonna miss dear alotalot too

i thought he can book out at this coming public holiday which is three day later
end upp .. can't ! so i have to wait for 2week . and he can have three day book out
13may - 16may which is so long
i want him so much now .
really really not used to he not by my sidee

but he say he alway my by side (:
the ring , his itouch & the heart keychain we make tgt
this everything is also part of him (:
most importantly is laptop background , hp pic all is HIM
kk , i gonna endd here (: 9.3opm is the time they can call back home
im waiting for him , muackkks.

kekyouting , chenweiting miss you so muchh ehh








Oh. haha ! i realised i taken this picture yet didn't post out . Lols
this is dear cook for me that midnight . hees
when im so craving for black carrotCake and yummy Hotdog (:
i love dear cooking thing for me , it alway so nice :P
this is why i will grow fat , fat & fat ! Hahhhaa .
didnt do any exercise at all lehh , ohmygodd ,
just so lazyy~

hmmm , there so many thing to do this few day.
lots of homework to do , incomplete work cause school day just so short
can't finish it de time luhh ,
so i must rush every work (: hope my Gpa wont be so low this time round
and i really wish i can study Tmis . recieve a letter again
introducing those program , i wish i can take up
Certificate in Hotel & Accommodation Services - Front Office
Or Certificat in Hotel & Accommodation Services - HouseKeeping
which cost $ 400 ++ for each course
i want i want i want ! but sadly i cant ): argh !

back to Topic in school life,
im ok with it already with Everyone (:
tired of waking up so early to go school leh
Teacher say he will lock the door when we're late
i have to pull myself up from my bed when im already feel so Piss!
kk la , actually i just want to be at my boys side . hees =PP
but after tuesday i cant ler . i guess i would have a hard time sleeping
why cant they go home stay everyday and go in every morning ? Lolss
tue onward going to be lifeless day already
ni bu hui liao jie de la . hahha ;P

im so bored right now ,
so i came to blog to kill my bordem Lols (:
tomorrow 8am again . ARGH ! can i don go school tmr ? ):
but i don't wish to miss anywork . sighhs ~

i miss those day with them at amk ite.
when i spend almost all my time at their class
finding them when my lesson end , slack under void deck with them playing BlackJack
go home tgt with them
i really miss those Life , why didnt i study at the same year as them ? Lolss
if it is , i wont be at there Alone Anymore ! sobbs ):
it truth that time do pass really really so fast which i Don like !

Saturday Ph with Dearest Boy and all my Bestiies
and not forgeting My Jiejie & her Bf also going !! hahha
now waiting for CousinRin come back ^^ miss her TTM
missing her calling me MEI MEI hahaha (:

i;ve got not enough afternoon sleep and i been waken up by my sis
and belove alyssa . Lolss , with her around how can i contiune to sleep (:
and i love her TTM she so so cutees ^.^

1 more hour to go Dear is coming home (:
Byeeeeee.


im so lazy to blog right now,
lols school everyday(: didnt skip too haha

and , i just wish to see my boy every single day(:
he been staying at my house for quite many day already Lols
Lovee you sweetheart:)

i really wonder , without you this 2 week or this 2yrs of serving Ns
what am i going to do ? now without you by my side i feel so damn sian alrdy
still got so long -.-
your dearest kaixin laopo will wait for you ^^

i want i want to have a house with you hahahha! (:
got money then talk
so im gonna earn manymany Money :DD

guai guai at home wait for my babyboy to come home later
so tired tmr school again . and haiish tue is coming
please dont come ! :C



I Miss My BoyFriend!


utterly dissapointed & upset in myself !!
please don't ask cause i'll never tell

im so so tired after a long long day spended outside with my classmate {:
reach dhoby ghaut at 1oam which is so early eh . Lolss
saw Aixin so train with her to Lil india
waited for everyone and finally it time to set off .
everybody seprate way , Pam , Me & Aixin waited at one corner
for Wilson to come .
then went coffeeShop to have our breakfast
eat plain roti prata and the curry isnt chicken curry):
i realised it untill wilson test the curry, and he say it mutton Curry
): yucckksss! Puke Pukee. so i just use sugar (:
and coconut drinks are so disgusting too cause they add thing to its
its taste so so so sweet

didnt know meeting point was at Bugis Golden Landmark
cause we're at lil india so call Mrjame to cfm ,
end up it really there so walk at lil india arcade for photo (:
so Hot , freaking hot sweat free free one hahah .
then go in the indian temple can dance liaos
we all take out shoes the floor so fcuking Hots !

and off to Bugis meet point
then slack awhile waited for everyone to come and train to Chinatown(:
after we walk off to a place got Kbox eh so tempting !! (: decided to go
but , we realised our Attendent . hahaha so didnt went
maybe change to Wednesday.
and went photo shoot again
freaking guai lan aunty . xiao didi & xiao mei mei pai wan ler mei you ?
wo yao zhuo shen yi le , in a very very GuaiLan tone . -.-!
i remember her stall ehhs, Lolss.
then to chinese temple spend quite long inside
till over time . lols mrjame call me and say we can go off from our own ler
cause classmate all alrdy went home

so we walk to market and eat .
and talk there bout 1 hours , got so many jokes for me to hear . ^^
interesting ! wilson got a snake of his own at home and it look so big
video of it eating mice yuckks lolss!!

went off then waited for them to smoke
THUNDER ! that really make us so scare
look so near to us ! hide under shelter
got a hao xin uncle still tell us not to stand outside haha
while walking to Mrt station got a shop people quarreling
they kpo went in listen eh after that went off .
then the BigBig rain came , Pam was so lucky to run and reach opposite
as for me , wilson & aixin cant cross because of the bigbig thunder
so we hide inside help wilson to look for sock .but don have
waited for small rain for 45 min like this can wtf .
and run all the way to opposite side Lols so Fun ! (:
meet Pam and walk around

me & pam bought Tee Shirt . same design but diff colour haha
wilson actually buying I'm a Virgin shirt but didnt due to the ... word
aixin bought it for sleeping wear cause too long for her .

then they company me walk to purple line there then change to red line
so good . they all take green line.
home sweet home, im so tired right now i think i need some sleep
tmr 8am i got a small small wish that wuld never happen
it a sincere . cheng yi so i shouldnt say much more Byee! (:






Saturday {:

wake up quite early to prepare watch teeV
then 10.3oam went out , meet EvaTan at sembawang
dwn to CauseWay Point (:
set up all this , eva sold lots of chipette thing . haha i say chipmunk face :X

ahtham came down in the noon to do her Mug (:
thanks for your fries. hees and eur jiejie give us nugget too Lolss
cousin Evan & her gf came dwn too .

sale was okok bah . lols (:
close up at 9.2opm like this and went home .
hmpm , EvaTan sorry huhh , didnt join you for prawing. other day ? (: !


Didnt attend school today ,
b'cos i slept at 5am like this . lols company dear doing sth for me ^^
that the third thing he done for me , and its took hours for its
this time the twins tower took him 3hours like this {:
thankk dear ^^ cause he know i love all this lots lots . hees ,

yesterday night went watch movie , MonGa (:
with Dear , edwin , guanting , zhihao , alvin & robin at Yishun 9.15pm
till 11pm like this , quite nice huhhs :D wo xi huan .
after that zhihao went off . then we walk to starbuck find my sis & Leo
then off to Bus interchange cause they want go toilet

after that , they all went home . Leo too
Jie , Me & Lovee went S-11 buy food home .
supper again hahahha (: then jiu went room do our heart shape .
picture Below . hahaha , i know im stupid cause mostly is Dear did one
i help a little bit . ehh it really a lil bit eh , )):

then he do the tower . keep him acompany
im super Dead tired already but insisted not to sleep
even though i fall asleep a few time . hees
but i still got wake up hors (:
so after finishing jiu faster off to sleep . Finally ^^

wake up at 2pm something ,, went down buy Food to eat
then watch Tee;V and dear went home at 5.3o like this
time really pass so fast when im with him
cant the time slow down or stop there ? ):
sobbs , i realised im really a very .. eh don know what to say myself sioo

what i want is to keep myself busy end up is keep my mind busy only
wtf ! i don't want like this but i couldn't control also mah
so my mind alway working one . anywhere , anytime also working
arghh , FML !

i don't want to face any Fact
sadly , i knew myself i only left 10 day to spend with me
but i also knew that it impossible to spend the 10Day with him
cause of SChool ): andd something that i wish i Have , alot alot
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
FUCK luhhh , im so broke . so poor ):

and 2 more day is our 5th month anniversary
i don know how would it spend , i don even dare to think of anything
sighh ,

tomorrow working with EvaTan no Dear):
nvm its okays. haha . Monday don't so fast come can youu ):

Gotta go noww .
my sickness still don't want leave me
cause they love me so muchh . haha nvrmind i also loveyou sickness(:

kkkkyyyttt W A N , I L Y (:





Helloss(:


sighh

i don;t know why . you make me not feel the same anymore ,
i hope i got alot alot alot of thing to do to have those stupid thinking go away.
i don't wish to think of all this nonsene anymore
im making myself so tired. a fool

whatever i say , i feel all my word is nonsene ehh .
fine la , just venting anger on my blog ,

and that someone , really make me hate him lots lots !
arghh ,


ohh my good !

i;m so so sick ): i want to talk like so hard to voice out ,
throat so pain somemore , siann 1/2 sioo ..

taken ahem panadol then off to sleep , i feel like im floating in the air ,
thought i would fall asleep , but i can't . been so awake for the whole midnite till morning
when im gonna fall asleep de time my alarm ring ,
just nice mummy also came in wake me up ^^

so faster bath all this sms ahtham , meet her at Yishun Mrt .
sorry uh , i so ma fan have to let you walk from first to last cabin :P
and no seat somemore . dui bu qi :(
dear company me talk till reach school,♥

my flu , throat and my no energy body really make me going to faint
faster site dwn and rest .
lesson start , hahah my voice so funny cann .
after that went down for lunch break with Pam , Aixin & Wilson
i didn't eat anything just drink mineral water
no apetite at all .
like this also good leh , can help me jian fei . Hees ,

half an hour break , so went out of school awhile then head back class
hear Mrjame talk , lesson jiu end .
No second lesson as two teacher also not around . hahaha

tmr lesson end so so early ! but got pe eh , i think it time for me to go Pe
hahaha , i should exercise more :P

i feel like it back to the first term like this
but just that we isnt any more so so close that can joke around
cause i dont know why i become so silent .
it take time (: but im glad that , they talk to me ^^

i told MrJame that i would want to continue my course
and get a nitec cert , so i shouldn't let him dissapointed
now that Miss Jean isnt around , i feel so strange . hmpm >.<
but nvrmind MrJame is there for me Lolss :DD

and and ! i know my result , my GPA only 1.5 wtf !
upset with it . sighh

train home with Wilson & Aixin .
i think im going to get some sleep
hao lei hao lei , i wish when i wake up my body won't feel weak .
and of course not to worst
cause i needa go school tomorrow .

lastly, i felt so irritated by its , even though it none of my business
i guess those people also Yawnn
one word to descricde ERXIN , DIGUSTED ! :))


really ... .... FML {:

been waking up with sorethroat , argh i hope the pain will go away D:
sat & sun working day with Dear ,
and sunday is Dear last day working with me ler ): saded .
nw that i used to it working with him , i dont wish to work with anyone else but Him
lols ,, but its okay(: i work till end of this month , i dont wanne work ler .

sale was quite good for sat & sun ^^ , after working went bck home dinner with mummy
at downstair , dear treat us eat * zu chao * which cost him $5o sth lol
thankiew dear . Muackks .

yesterday supper was fried scallop & crabmeat
Omg ! the crabmeat really damn erxin , lolls , make me feel so er.
so seperate like this de . haha but its okk ^^ dear , next time make nice nice for me ok . hee

skipped the first day of school today, waking up at 2pm sth
so shuang cann , i hope everyday also like this . (:
and more wish de is , waking up seeing dear beside me .
but school reopen ler jiu can't less time spend with him
i used to it having him with me , so without him by my side i feel so Down ! ):
but nvrmind , i cant tie him with me for everytime

so tmr i jiu guai guai go back to my school . ):
hopefully my sick will go away , sadedd.

when can we meet dao ? i also dont know ,
cause you also say don know ):

my mind gone thinking another way again..
but it true that sometime i don feel so important and feeling so in secure at all
i dont know why , just feel this way .
sighh , maybe i think too much

i wish & i wish .
can someone tell me what to do ? yawnn

hmpm , damnn bored sioo :(
i wanne go out ,

kk bah no more emo post . Byee(:


Helloos ,

spend my whole day at home yesterday.
feeling so unwell , head very pain can say my whole body really not well .
so what i do was only sleep sleep , sleep =/ zZzz

wanted to meet dear end up didnt so take 4 panadol then off to sleep,
nice nice sleep i have ^^ whole body feel so ruan ,
till somebody enter my house i also don't know more worst is door never lock
i hear a man sound , calling hello . hello , so near to me eh , but
got no energy to wake up , lols ! end up i faster go close the big door ,
haha , then my aunt told me that the man is my Uncle ! daddy brother . hahha

then dear came , love you ^^
didnt eat anything the whole day, went up to aunt house with dear
to eat dinner , nasi lemark (:
after that , not feeling well again and i vomit out everything
i guess is the panadol making me feel so not well ,,
slept quite early yesterday.

wake up at 1pm something ,
after eating i vomit out everything again )):
yiting came , prepare and went out , waited for ahtham
for 45min like this i guess. haha but it okayyys! (: cause she waited for me very long b4
LOl !! :PP then train to bugis . eat first then go shopping
my last $30 spend finish already . saded cann , hahah

company ahtham buy durain puff jiu train home ler .
i still not feeling so well ): yawnn zZzz
working tmr . siann !


arghh ! my sunburn is killing me }:
this is the second time i get sunburn till like this . sobbs*
i thought this time i got apply thing before suntanning wont so pain
but it still the same , Fuck la , nB
enough of my nonsene first (:

recieve Ting sms that she couldn't make it with us to sentosa
due to she not feeling well , saded );
so asusual , suppose to meet at 9am , end up meet 10am sth
eva maid cooked seaweed chicken , chee cheong fan , roti prata , eggz
and i fried Sotong Ball . like first time i use that thing to fried thing on my own eh
clapp ! hahahha , kk la i know it damn easy to use too
but it still sucess :PP

so prepare and out to meet her , saw someone which i haven't get to see her for 2 year like this?
CelesteOh (: talk all the way till orchard she went for work
and us to Vivo and take skytrain to Sentosa(:
Palawan beach to Tanned , volleyball
so hot can the weather ! omg ~
play volleyball in the sea, i supposely can't step in the sea cause of my period
but i don't care haha eva keep say RedSea . kns lols
such a long time i didn't touch volleyball
but i still remember how to play ^^
esp i can sa qiu . so happy , :PP i really miss volleyball training )):

noon time after those sand not hot anymore
we play sand . Lols , after that continue our Volleyball
let break our 53 record next time round kkies 1oo :DD hahahha
then off to our bathing .

after that we train down to Bugis for Topone ktv .
5hour of singing , we only used 4hour ,
cause so so so damn tired plus it midnight no train back home
loll . we take turn to sleep , so nice eh , if hors with a blanket jiu more good ler
so till 11pm like this train home

enjoy so much with EvaTan . if only tingting was there ):
aww , my shoulder , leg , butt , stomach , hand is so fucking pain can ):
esp my shoulder & neck . i want cry liao . pain pain go away.

sleeping also got problem , i need sleeping pill
cause the pain is alway there.
ask me will i still want go sentosa suntan again . ?? hahah
my answer is YES YES ! even though i regret. Lolss
cause it so fun ((: lalalalal

ii miss my zhu so much ^^
seeing him later (:

and seeing my dearest two baobei this friday .
hees ,,