Yohhyoh ;DD
Finally i got the time to update my blog ;PP ! Hahah =// !
fantastic Week i have ((: ,

Tuesday after school went boyf house find him .
he get att c so can book out but can't go out ); !
so make my way dwn to his house from Tampines. Long distance can ~

Stay at his house cause Wednesday no school .
can say is i self declare de nah ; hees ~

Wednesday Morning wake up , prepare all this
and went homee to bath and prepare jiu rush out .
meet tham & ting at wooland , then meet Shiyun at Marsiling ;)
then walked to Ling house ,
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no suprise at all leh cause she naughty . peek at the doorhole
i thought she still sleeping won't come out
so i just stand there knock knock the door . Hahha =x !
after she open the door , we talk so much then she let us in one leh
hahha , naughty right ? hmpm ~
and can't enter her room , Lols !

waited for her to prepare ,, then make up , help us too ;P
jiu left her house . bus to causeWay. Partyworld ((((;
sing till 8pm (; ! then cab to hilltop for FEI YU . hahha
bbq & steamboat there ;)

after that cut cake time & picture taking time .
finish everything , we leave there , Ling and me Cab to my house
waited for me to prepared all that , then train home
train to dear house .

it already 12am plus when i reach jurong .
i forget what we did . but i enjoy so much ; DDD !
playing little fighter which i keep lose ); !

Thursday.
wake up and have nasi lemark . back to room
dear bring out his stuff which he play in Pri sch .
Marble , Rubber . hahaha =/ !
we play rubber , i keep lose can ); not fair. haha
then watch show , went sleep while he dota-ing
6pm something went out to Ntuc bought stuff back home
cheese fries to eat & Le yi Le to play. hahha ,
win $4 then lose again . alway like this -.- ! Lol ,
walk back home . dear fries nugget to eat.
dinner was yummy ^^

9pm for show , then back to room play little fighter again .
do bbt test on com with him (;
&, slept at 12am
and wake up at 6am sth , dear book in & i go home
the train is full of people can , kua zhang ~

reached home , jiu already 8am plus, used com awhile
jiu study for btt . and till i fall asleep );
meet ting at admiralty to ssdc .
don feel like saying anything so that all for tday ((; !

sian ttm , dear bookin out only tmr at 5pm . Late can
DISLIKE.

and a belated birthday post for my darling .
happy 19th Birthday to youu. hees ~
you have been a great company to me (; !
so many unhappy thing in the past . but we are like how we used to be last time
(((((((((((((;
loveeyouu







Monday Blueee , so so blueee ;(
raining in the morning make the weather so cooling , but ..
i don't like the floor , the traffic jam and of course walking in the rain )x

super sleepy in the bus , don't even want to wake up to alight );
waited for the bus to school is freaking long cann 15min like this -.-
when i enter my class , then i realised something very impt )):
i forget to bring my thumbdrive , sian ttm can ! so fb awhilee.
then 12noon went off .

my stomach cramp like hell can , plus im so hungry.
so i wake Ling up ! hahaha , she so cutee can , say don't want wake up
take bus back to yishun then train to marsiling meet her.

went to cck ite find ting (: !
eat lunch at there,, cck ite seen so nice , so big
not like my school so lousyyy..

after eating went under blk wait for ting come
slack awhile more jiu wanted to fetch ahtham from work
end up didnt,, suprise her at admiralty. hahha =//
then cab to a blk and tham went up collect her thing
and bus to causewaypoint walk around
yoshi , popular , kiddy palace ,

this three naughty girl keep laughing since we step out of kiddy palace.
but i know nth ehh !
so touched by them , hahhah , they bought roses for me ;P
put in my bag secretly , yet i keep open close , open close my bag
and i didnt realised it till ahtham remind of me taking itouch listen
then i saw three boxes of roses inside ;D

smile till like a crazy girl inside the train .
call them up hahha =// ! sorry of my sian face again .
i don't know my mood swing so fast . i didnt want it )));
sorry sorry ! hhaa ,
love you all lots lots muacks ! hahaha

haiishh , i wish i have you everyday.
i wish when i wake up the first one i see was youuu
i wish for many many impossible thing that would happen
but i know i can't be so greedy. -.-

this few week my mood isn't very good
im happy at time , im sad at time so many mood can sudden come out
which i hate it ttm !
when it my fault end up im the one who get angry
this is the worst thing i don't like myself bout
but i just can't control myself . really really ! haiis
and it like billion of tears just behind my eye.
anytime it can come out . dislike it so much too !

i felt like im isnt the old chen wei ting anymore.
i can't find back me anymore...

afterall i still know where my heart belong to
and it only belong to kekyouting ((;
how much i show attidude , being quiet , being so xiao qi ,
can't take jokes at time , or whatever whatever i still love you so much
hope it goes to you too ^^

im so tired already . nightt(((((((((;


why is it sunday today , dislike it so muchh
mean tomorrow i needa attend school againn , and it alone the whole period.
haiish , Pam not attending school tmr leh , sian ttm );

friday , it a freakday boring day ); ! as i say in the last post.
went out at 9pm something to my father side , small aunt house
stay at her house till dear come fetch me , then off to his house
waited for him to be done all this jiu went out ,
train home after that ,, first weekend i didnt had my supper but ); !
( you will know later ) ];

off to sleep , cause my zhu very tired .

Saturday.
dear cook 100 ramen , hotdog, crabmeat , sotongball , meatball
for me , him & my small sis , alyssa was here too ;P
valcum the floor , fold the shirt , how guai of me . hees
play monopoly awhile with them , prepared then went out ,

to suntec walk around , then to marina square. to esplande
slacking outside esplande waiting for zhihao .
that day that place was full with those army people . Lol ,
jeremy was there ,, edwin too . but didn't get to see him .

went marina square for our dinner , burger king (;
and from there walk to Bugis. find sis & Leo at arcade
they already catching fish inside. hahha ,,
so dear join them , me and sis went shop around at junction
went back to find them awhile more jiu leave.

shokudo for some desert , have waffle with chocolate ice-cream with dear
damn super nice cann ^^ i wanne have it next week too ;)) !
slack there awhile jiu from bugis walk to cityhall mrt.
home sweet home ,

reach home awhile jiu went out ler ,
sis drive us to leo house to collect their thing
then to chongpang nasi lemark , packed our food and drive to yishun dam
and have it there , and this is the part which im guilty !
cause i eat SUPPER ! and what more is RICE ! omg ,
haiish how much i exe also like no use leh
nvm la , dear like it can liao whahha =X ! kidding luh
i have my own goal ((((((;

back home after that . bath and off to lala land

Sunday,
dear wake me up at 11am sth to bath );
which is so early for me lehh hmpm -.-
after we prepare hao , train dwn to Jurong
market to eat our breakfast and lunch , i love the lor mee at the market :P
and le yi le ;DDDDDDD win $2 end up change again and i get nth .
meet zhihao after that bus to 400+ plus ,
waited for jackson & joys to come afte that they went cut their hair
among the four of them , dear hair is the shortest. LOls !
bus to chervon to buy their army thing

dear bought for me army short again
i got two now ;D , buy for my big sis too .
they take free free one can . cause no needa use cash
jackson & dear bought the most. Lolss ,
back to home after that , dinner & sleep awhile
really really out of a sudden my period come . WTF
make me so siandiaos

9.3o like this went home
dear book in ,, sian
new week going to being tmr )))))));
gonna go watch show ler. Byee!


now i wish every friday also have school ))))))); !
super boredd cann ~ WHAT THE FCUK , arghh ~
wake up and i get nothing to do , no people at home ,
but only computer that i can used ,,
damn freaking siann tt DDDDDD;

haiish haiishh haiiss ,,
wanted to meet tham & ting , but i didnt
really don't have the mood to go out ,,
i don't even have the mood to smile liaos ,
tmd ~ i'm really so moodless lah , wth !
everybody got thing to expect me )))));
sobbs ,

the timing he book out keep change & change
and the more dissapointment i get.
thought can meet earlier and end up is alway so so late ! -.-
@*#&*#&@*# !


stressing bout money problem every single day )); !
ohmy . haiishh it a big problem to me now ,
now in my wallet i have no money at all , no need to say posb also !
my daily money i take from mummy already to return cousin money
haiis , ok right ? (: like this i can on diet ,

poor me . =//// !
mummy wanne give me money but haiis
don't wish to take her money ))))));

Gym today again , asual , run & site up , till my body cmi liaos
after that went sauna again . wah shuang ! i ly at the seat can fall asleep leh LOL ;DD

bath and went school eat then back to class.
homework see videeo . and slack inside left school at 4pm sth and home sweet home

jogging with ahtham & ting at sembawang is really more tiring cann
omg , my leg really cramp like fcuk ! )))))));

i can feel that my body is in pain now . sobbs so painn
run one round of the don know where can me so chuan ! hahahha

and to sembawang shopping center ;D
buy strawberry snow ice to share,, and heart talk
till 9.3opm , walk to yiting house take my thing then to tham house thre and bus home

haiish , FML FML FML )))))))))))));



seeing people taking roses make me jealous,
but sadly i nvr recieve any of it before.
i guess only one people who know i like roses lots lots ((;
it isnt my family member, my bf but someone special to me too ;D
tohmailin ^^ , can i have it on my 19th birthday from you ? hhaha !
i know you will buy if for me . lalalla , cause you lovee mme !
not greedy one will be enough . hahahahha =X !


Wednesday.
it isnt a good day for me ))));

stressing that one thing , im going madd.
why am i so useless ? haiis , sian ttm can ~
three digit number , sighhhhhh

wake up at 8am , prepare and off to school
didnt go gym cause we don't wanne skip lesson Haah =//
end up we go eat Mac breakfast then go back school
lesson also nvr go dao lohh , one hour break
we went gym , Sauna ;PP !
zhao zhi dao , bring my gym de thing .
cause i nvr bring anything there , just wrap myself with towel
to sauna , hahahh ! can really die inside if i stay longer ,,
sweat free free . haha ;P esp Pam she sweat more than me !

went out to relax then awhile more went in again
not more than 1omin i jiu went out again Give upp ! hahahs
so site there wait for Pam come out , and prepare all this
went back school ,

Homework , Homework , Homework {{;
no ideaaaa ~ no heart to study anymore
& don't want to study anymore but i have to tell myself
everytime endure few more month ,
and i wanne take my tourism cert to find work , hopefully can
after i get my money i wanne go back study again ;]

that all bah , thursday is tomorrow , this week de last day of schoo ;PP
gym tomorrow ;))))
my stomach cramp like hell , since that day i do 3o seat up at there ,
till now so painn , leg too . weak sioo );

ByeeeeByeee


It only Tuesday . haiis , day passes so slow ))));
going die soon liaos ler , freaking tired can ~
wake up at 7am like this used computer ;P and left home at 9am
meet Pam 10am at tam inter ,

finally get my ass back to gym ler (((;
didnt went for three day and i gain weight ?
awwww , cause of the SUPPER i have at weekend ! wtf ~
dissapointed ,

1 and the half hours inside , hahas ;P
running , sit up & sauna , shiokkk ttm ,
the most worst is the sit up , wanted to give up but Pam keep say i can do it
hahaha , and lastly i only do 3o nia ); why at home i can do 5o huhs ?
because not same de HOH ! hahha ,,
tomorrow im gonna hit 5o .

bath and went school have lunch and back to class
facebook awhile today only eh ,
spend the rest of the time doing homework
finally finish one of my magazine liao , still got 3 more to )); !
and web design , this one didnt even touch dao can ,
video editing also haven edit

went to next classroom borrow their com to load our videoo;P
lousy camera spend so many time at their classroom loading ))x !
finish work just nice at 5pm ;DDD
then bus home ,

im so scarre cann ))))))));
lucky nothing happen or not i swear i won't bus anymore
when i was q-ing for bus , then this uncle keep smile at me ,
and the bus arrive , i got a bad feeling ));
board the bus de people only got 1 digit number of people
he came toward me and ask me can i site with you ?
my heart is jumping so fast can ,
i scare dao wanne cry liao
telling myself it wont happen like last time ,
so i keep queeze myself , and e uncle keep smiling );
making me so afraid , only got people bus home with me))); sobbs
and i faster sleep , and i really doze off , when i wake up
it another uncle siting beside me already. pheeww,

jogging cancel due to raining ));
it raining this few day , when will it stop? haiis
change it to thursday. please don't rain please.

hardworking awhile make me so happy
but everyday doing homework can die liao , cause it so damn hard )));

that all bahh , byeee ((;


Hiieee (((;
changed skins again , or not i don't have the form to blog ;x
even though not much different , hees xP

Last Friday,
didnt go anywhere but , stay at home the whole day.
dinner at aunt house ((;
then home sweet home . thought dear book out at evening time
end up 10pm something )); ! too lazy to go out
so i ask Leo whether he can drive me to Dear house there fetch him ;PP
they ok with it so wait for dear home then we go out .
after that , went jalan kayu there eat ba chor mee , omg ! supper ))):

reached home , used computer awhile and it POKER time . Hahhaha =//
play with Sis & Leo then Me & Dear with Vodka mix Coke .
after playing don't know how many round , MANDY TAN K.O !
hahahhaha , the second version me lehh , laugh non-stopp .
for me im easy drunk de so K.O too but not so jialat like her lorr.
got one round is i lose but dear drink up all for me ,, thankiieew dear♥
the two of us laugh non-stop . hahas , vomit again cause of Vodka!
Pukesss.

then dear bring me to sleep , while leo bring my sis go sleep
and they go smoking session , so freaking tired luhs

Saturday:DD
decided to go Bugis walk walk , end up we spend quite long
inside the arcade to catch Fish ! hahaa =// !
dear is so addicted to it liaos lohh . kns ~
hours in there catchin fish and earning coin , we got half of the box liao leh
walk around then home sweet home .
Hungry ); kitchen to hunt thing to eat , then papa came back in time!
asked us to wait for mummy back home to eat.

then went down to eat ;D cost mummy $54 , Hhahas ;DD
back home againn , watch tv , awhile more off to sleep .

Sunday;))))
wake up at 1oam something to prepare,
train down to bugis again to arcade . hahha !
catching fish again . this time not much coin leh );
2pm somthing like this , Sis & Leo join us in the fun
play till the box no more coin but .. awhile more leo & sis know how to play
all our Coin is back , and now half the box liao ,
another addicter ! i mean Leo . haha s,

put our coin to let the person to keep again
and off we go , K.O.I ;DDD
then bus to somewhere and cab to FarEast Plaza .
went mummy workplace and have chicken rice there ;P
after we finish , me and dear bus to find zhihao & timmuk
bus to market and company zhihao eat then after that walk home
company dear till 7.45pm like this then he bring me dwn to wait for bus
and to find Ling & ting at JurongPoint((;
walk walk , then to underblk slack .

and change place cause of the Cat ! irritating ,
to a hut , which make of wood . heard lot of chirping sound
like small bird ehh , so we take camera to see .
wtf cann , got people stapler their leg on the wood .
we approach people but no one want help eh . bad bad !
Picture herre -- >


Ke Lian right ? two small bird somemore . i think they gonna die there ,,

till going 1opm train home ;))
so freaking tired eh , ling so huai dan eh keep disiaosiao with her ^~^ face.
make me like this also ,
till sembawang saw edwin,Robin & Yixiang.
so goood . so late then go out . hahas

last but not least , how can i forget to blog bout my 8th month anni
Happy 8th month anni kekyouting ♥♥♥
even though it a simple day we spend ytd , but im still happy enough
to be with you ^^
whether you are not around , i realised that how much you mean to it
without you everything seen not right.
im glad at last i told you the thing that i wanted to tell you ;X
lovee youu ♥ hahah!
Faster Earn Money and Marry me !
i can't wait to open the letter in the bottle
needa wait till so lonng ehh , the day we r.o.m
♥♥♥♥ ttm ~

my sis told me .
boy mindset alway very simple. we girl are one
who is over sensetive and thinking so so much thing
seen true ? hahas ;PP !

that all bahh , friday (((;

Labels: happy 8th month anni ;)))

well done to the three of us (((((;
completed shooting videooo , our hard-work ,
Pam paint the white shirt with colour is hard but she completed (:
since Worldcup just finish , we shoot bout soccer and our commercial is bout SPRAY.
shall not say much here , after we finish edit the video
i will post it on my blog ((; hees ,

sleep till 1oam something then prepare to school ^^
went canteen wait for them , then after taht went safra slack ,
school for Mrkenny lesson ,
see video & drawing -.- , then school endd ,
shoot our video at football field , from 4pm sth till 6pm sth can

reach tampines inter already 7pm sth ):
so bus home and reach at 8pm sth hungry like fcuk
went up aunt house for dinner ;DDD

tiring day , Yeah ! tmr no school ;DDD
but , but .... going to that Place ! hahaha =//
then night time meet my boyf , miss him so muchh ))); !
i want hug , i want kiss . muackkkks ~

cant talk to him or sms him tday only morning
cause of the OUTFIELD )));
faster tmr !

going to my lala land soon already Byeeee~


Hellos ((;

wake up today at 5.4oam to prepare );
so early can and so tired -.- ! haiis , shag ttm ~
first time going out the sky still dark lehh Lols ,,
meet Pam at tam inter , then bus to place ^^
second day at there can really kill me ! cramp till so Pain ));

1hour is enough for us i think , so prepare and off to school :)
break time went to tampines 1 , walk around looking for class video thing
shall not say so much bout school thing ;)

after that train to meet ting at orchard, hungry like hell
buy thing to eat , and to wheellock change her shirt , then waited for ling to come
then walk around went fareast find mummy eat chicken rice,
then walk around jiu train to tpy to look for hp batt ,
cost me $20 )x , then to KOI , ting friend treat us drink eh ;XX!
and slack till 1opm train home , tiring day
nw feeling so unwell cann , giddy ~

haiis i hope everything is alright for my two darling)):
cheer upp babe!

haiis ,,,


It the second day of school (:
slowly im used to it at tampines ite , the only thing is
too far away , really really ! it took nearly 1hour + to there,
like ahtham say, i can listen song & sleep (: Lol =/

actually meeting pam at 7am tday at Tampines Inter,
end up both of us overslept , end up meet at 11am
and to the place ^^
for 1 hour going 2 hour at there , eat and off to school (:
damn tired can . finally we finish one of our homework ;D so happy leh
Hahhaa ;DD !

Mr kenny is a great great teacher , this homework is actually
last term homework which is at that time we will at amk ite
didnt want to attend that lesson , didn't do anything due to something
and change teacher to Mr kenny ,
in 2 day time we Complete ! fast right ? so proud of myself. hees !

haiish going to school is a must for us ,
why our teacher tell us thanks for coming ,
feeling so guilty , like is they invite us to school ));
be a student till so shibai , arghh ~

and someone complaint to MrJame that we go somewhere
but we don't give a damn (: MrJame know us well ,
he don't against it instead he say he feel like going too ^^
but ask us to come school regular , i will (:
famous three ;DD Lol , won't take thing for granted
we will complete our homework asap too ,

class ? still the same , noisy as ever ! -.-
annoying , irritating but it none of my bussiness.
with complaint king & queen around . Lol , all kind of ppl also have lah
tsk tsk tsk !

hmpm , tmr there again ? so tired lehh ! but wei ler myself i will hang on there
jyjy weiting ;DD

reach home around 6pm plus , have some dinner and went out
meet ahtham & ting at sunplaza , kfc after tham finish eating
she went off first to her driving lesson
me & ting went heart talking sessionn till 9pm
and bus home((:

tmr should be meeting Ling & Ting (:
and thursday jogging session with ahtham & ting ,
Friday will be working at JurongPoint and meet dear, and homesweethome (: !

i think i'm thinking too much of bo liaos thing
till i'm damn fcuking tired , really really ,
those thing i see i heard is breaking me dwn
even though i shoudn't care so much but my heart did ,
i can't control myself to stop thinking , you understand ?

making myself busy seen only the way,
haiishh , im sad im sad im sad
both my darling also sad ); sad for you both too );
world isnt being fair . we are sucha good girl end up what did we get ?
SUPER NONSENE !

im emo this few day , i know im .
what i want is friday faster come . i wanne see youu so muchh
i don't like you being so far away from me
and i don't like the way we text to each other ); i also don know why
hais hais hais

super tired now , Byee (:




my first day at tampines ite ;DD
wake up at 7am to prepared , sis bought me breakfast (:
then left home at 8am + , thought i will be late
end up i reach damn early ); sited at Mac waited for Pam .

after she reach , Bus to school ;)
first lesson was making Logo , MrKenny help us alots,
this term only two teacher , and the both teacher are good ;PP
timetable was nice too ;x !

finish my first Logo . and it break time !
went tampines safra walk around , went to gym and look around
hahaha =// ! very nice . walk around there and wait for time to pass
went back school and lesson start again
this time round , was fb fb , stomp stomp , sleeping sleeping , LOL
breaktime went out slack ;P
back to class till 5pm class end . bus home
haiis how to survice like this , everyday so late then reach home):
journey home is so far far . haiis ,
im super sad can . fall asleep in the bus

thinking those thing that i shoudn't think of.
i really feel so insecure leh. how ?
hais hais hais ,,

说不出现在的心情 , 心里很不舒服
为什么 一点都不开心 DDDD:

tmr needa wake up at 5.3oam ,
i think i needa sleep early tonight . haiis ,
super sleepy right now .

我累了，你累了吗
告诉我，他们都是以样的 真的一点都不了解


Im back ;DDDD !
back from genting back from everywhere . haha =// !

argh dam pissed now wanted to post picture ,
yet the internet got problem don't let me post , suan liaos
if i got time later and i will post (;

went boyf house on Monday, sleep quite early,
and wake up at 5.3oam to prepare , cab down to boonlay shopping
waited for the travel agent to open for so long finally they open
collect our bus ticket and board .

took 7hour to reach genting (: !
how i wish singapore have the weather like genting can ,
so shiockkk , hahha ;DDD !
waited for quite long to check in , after we finish
bought kfc back hotel to eat ;D , and shopping after that
first day we spend $4oo RM there , all friend present
i bought nth for myself only a keychain ,
dear bought me my long wanted ferry wheel lovelove you ;D
thing there was so ex can , dinner went kopitiam buy ,
back to hotel eat (: ,
waked up to watch soccer awhile at 2am sth ;PP yet fall asleep back

Next day ~ 7 July 2010 ;DD
DianXin for our breakfast . so full and super yummy !
im so inlove with dianxin nowaday. hahahha =// ,
after that went theme park ;D
had so much fun in there but isnt enough ))); how sad
cause it rain heavily )); sad right ?
so went merrybrown buy thing and back to hotel eat haha ,
then wait till evening went walk walk , and dinner we have steamboat !
the picture look so nice leh but ... ahha =X
back to hotel after that , and set alarm at 2.3oam for soccer
waste time watching cause germany losee )):

next day which is the last day , ):
breakfast + lunch at merrybrown again , fattening right ? hahah =//
then walk walk till 2pm our bus come ,
back to singapore , it took 7hour plus sth too , our money all spend finish );
the bus we seat back singapore was so comfortable
two floor , got moviee , got game to play. haha ;D !

reached singapore , cab back to my house ,
and waited for 10pm to go dwn eat dinner (:
back home and wait for lala Land

Friday 9July2o1o
northpoint to eat yoshi with dear , after that train back his house
stay awhile and meet zhihao and train dwn to bugis .
went si ma lu bai bai again ((;
after that company them to long john eat ,
waited for their friend come and walk around
evening time , alvin & robin & edwin came dwn to meet us
they decided to play lan , waited for 1hour for eur lan
then have dinner at somewhere near bugis junction
ahtham & ting come find us . hees ! ;))
after finish eating jiu went home ler .

saturday 10July2o1o
boyf went for liondance in the morning ,
and i meet ahtham at 12nnoon like this to shop for ting present(:
newurbamale de shirt , next time we can wear tgt liaos ;PP hahha
lunch @ mos burger . then meet dear at 313

after company dear eat finish , walk to wisma find ting & ling
surprise her ;DDDD haha , then robin , marcus , edwin , steven came (:
walk to cine leisure for pool session , lose to boyf );
so lousy. haa
neosprint with my baobei , but without shiyun and jenavie );
if not it would be complete.

then train down to bugis for Steamboat (;
fun day with them ^.^ !
arcade ;PP didnt get any bearbear .haha

stay over at dear house , chn 5 don have soccer ! ):
waited for 2.3oam but don have how sad , but germany still win ;PP

company dear to timmuk house to pack his ns thing , then walk to 2oo+
cant find my LG batt )); how sad, bus home , eat dinner b4 i went home
train home after that (;

this few day , i realised im not being myself
or i don't know where myself went to ,
or this is myself ? but don;t wanne face the fact that IT MYSELF
confusing huh !

i hate myself for having no confident in anything
i hate myself for being so low self esteem
i hate myself for being so xiao qi
i hate myself for being so sensentive
i hate myself for being so emotional
i hate myself for being so attidude
i hate myself for being so fat
i hate myself for being so ugly
i hate myself to ttm ttm ttm TTM !

haisyo , looking at myself in the mirror really make me so sick !
i wanne plastic surgeries too . can i ?

sorry dear , i might affect eur mood this few day of giving attidude
black face , i know inside your heart you also not happy
but what you do is to give in and give in ,, say too much sorry liaos Lols.
having me as a gf very hard hors ? thankyou for giving in to me so much
i wont take it for granted , i will try to change my fucking attidude
i hate myself for being like this

small lil thing can make me tears.
something i heard can make me feel so uneasy.
im too jealousyyy. i know i know . which girl wont get jealous tell me ! ?
k lah don't wish to say too much thing .
i tell myself not to be so selfish ,
but i swear i can sacrifice anything for you (:

因为太爱你，所以哪么会吃畜
现在我什么都不想听到，不想知道 (:

whatever , tmr is going to be a new monday for me
i wanne maintain myself to be happy to go school ((:
tampines ite ;DDD ! shall enjoyy myself in school ;)

nitee. and byee(:
Ling long enough ? hees !


Dear POP is on the 2July ;DD !
meet up with joys at paris ris , and went tgt to tekong ;D
settle down and wait for the parade to start (: !
the weather is freaking hot cann -.-

the day we both waiting for ;DD ! , after their POP
they can go home with us, hees! ,
so dear on call cab . to his home with his parent

Dear leg is injured, first time see him pain till like this,
going to recover soon already (((; hope there wont be any pain
after those pi drop off..

after that went to sleep, i wake up so early);
ended up i site beside him watching him sleep for 4hr can !
wake him up don care me too . kk lah no blame him
cause i knew myself his really very tired . but im also very hungry )x
finally 9pm sth he wake up! FINALLY ~
waited for him to prepare all this then cab home,

bought food back home, hungry like hell !
watch soccer toooooo ~ and wtF Brazil loseee ))):
mean i can't see kaka play anymore, freaking holland,
hope you will be trash by Germany if you manage to get in the final !

after that , off to lala land ((:

Nextday, 3July2o1o Cousin Jason & Xiao Yu Jie R.O.M
at bottle tree ;))
wake up early to prepare and went there to help out
what i help was to blow balloon . Hhahhaa =//
wait till 12noon everybody came and the ceremony start,
and have buffet. of course not to forget picture taking;DD !

left with mummy they all , me and dear♥ train dwn to orchard
meet edwin , guanting , eddy & steven ,
company them to buy thing~ dear bought ice-cream for me
which im craving for it ;DD double chocolate . hees !
cost him $5.2o hahahha =// , yummy yummy .
after that , walk to cine lesure
company the three of them to eat ,

zhihao and friends came too :)
cos play ~ saw green ranger ! hahaa , still got other color but don have);
and other monster !! hahhha =XX
that first level flood with so many people luhh ,

Pool after that , finish jiu train home with Guanting & Eddy
went northpoint daBao food back home eat((:
rest awhile and bath jiu off to bed , freaking tired can

next day, 4July2o1o~
went to bugis si ma lu baibai with Dear♥, JieJie & Leo
KOI after that ;DDD , then they went off to dear relative house
while me and dear train down to J8 eat DingTaiFung ;DD
enjoy my xiao longbao , and the fried prawn pancake ,
if im rich im gonna order more heehee,

watson to buy our staff for genting(:
walk around J8 and home sweet home ,

when i wanted to go bath , my sis reach home
she ask us to company her to S-11 to eat
end up buy back home , eat 2 prata ;PP ! eat again , omg !
then com and lala Land hahha :P

today,5July2o1o~
went to change our money to RM , so less cann )): saad case
i thot it would be 1ooo + end up only 7oo nia , kns~
Ntuc after that to company mummy and two aunts to shopp (:
then they company us to eat ;D!
im so full right now !waiting for dinner hahhahh
love mummy cooking

my zhu♥ is sleeping like a ZHU ;PP
im gonna enjoy to my fullest tmr . hees ! GEnting with him
my first time with boyfriend (:
i'll take care myself don't worry people . hees !
thanks Ling for being so thoughtful to send me that sms ♥♥

gotta go dear♥ house later , cause our bus is at boonlay shopping tmr at 7am ;D !
BYEEEEEE !