Seldom blog in this blogspot only when im happy ^^
shifted somewherre , Hees ! but i still be back to update ((((((((: !


Tuesday :)
thought is a working day , end up it not me
so stay home all day ,, till evening time ting came my house first
after that headed to northpoint meet ling
company her have dinner at foodcourt , then to underblk slack
wait till ahtham reach Yishun & back to my house((; !

aunt house for dinner then home ;D ,
uno , tibit , & 9pm show . Hhaha , they went home at 1opm (:
used com and off to lala land ,

Wednesday {;
Working day alone for whole day,
got nothing to say about cause im all alone there :C !
so not used to it , Lol =X ended work and off home

Thursday which is today :DD
CousinCindy drive me to work , and alone till 2pm plus
ting came down , and ling working tooo ^^
and im not alone again , hees :P
what a busy day , i've been printing sticker for the whole freaking day
till my hand so painn :CC !
lucky i have the both of them helped , or not i really can't handle
with so many customer , & the small kid there are supper annoying
blocking my way , asking so much question . -.-
and the fcuking printer isn't cooperate with me , problem come & come !
what the HELL !

and i got a great great friend ! ;DD
thanks ting alot for helping me , actually i feel touched but guilty too :C
who willing to help from Jurong train to yishun just to take a mug
and train back to jurong again , i can do it for my friend
but i don't think so everyone will like this ,
and this girl tohyiting , wei ler help me take the mug
train to yishun and back to jurong again !
Thanks lots lots ehh , Muackks . Hhahaa =//

time passes so fast today! Lol ,, shiockkk
close at 8.45pm and went off
sale hit the target already . im so freaking tired cann , yawn
espcially my leg , don't have a good shoes :C:C

dinner at sembawang and cab home ,
i'm working tomorrow again . Yawnnnnnnnnnn ZzzzZz

and next week , monday to friday. Lols ,
wei ler money i'm willing ;XX !
Byeeee.


haiis .

mood changes alot since yesterday.
im so freaking sian right now , really really very very sian ttm .
hmmm , don't know what to say anymore already.
silent is the best right now (:

i'm making myself so stress , letting thing to affect me
tomorrow i'm having re class test but i'm isn't going :C
cause of working , i don't wanne travel a far journey
and back to Jurong again ! and back to Yishun
but right now i'm afraid of having to re take the whole module
if i nvr retake whereby i SHOULD , i can't get a ite cert.
and if i quit mean i wasted 2 Year in there , confuesd -.-

so tired of thinking those thing . sighhs ,
i just wish to do what i like to do and not do those thing that i hate );
making my life miserable , understand the feeling im at now ?
or ended up it my fault ? cause it me who choose this at the first place.

everything that bad come to me ,
being so poor , borrow money from everyone
and my pay is to return all of them
i can't do what i want .
my one & only slipper break and i don't have any more slipper.
im failing all my exam ,
knn , FML so muchh


Hii ! (;
I'm back for Update . hhaha

meet ting for work that friday morning ;)
feisiong noodle for breakfast , work work & work
ling came at 3pm for work , (:

dinner time is cai fan ! hees ,
was so sad that dear can't book out, but last min he say can ^^
i thought he say can meet is at lala land ;PP !
cause i don't wanne make myself too happy first. Hhaha!
bus to his house dwnstair with Ling & Ting
suprise him ;DD ! hees , slack dwnstair waiting for him to bath & prepare

to inter , then train home (((((((;
went home , later on sis back home . company her drive leo home
and supper again ! don' tell you all what i eat . wahahaha ;X !
slept quite late that night wake up at 2pm ;)

saturday.
went out quite late , to bugis first to hunt for the dress that caught my eye
end up no stock , so upset ! but dear bought a jean short , nice ! ;D
of course i choose de. hahah ;XX !

then walk around , iluma arcard . then to bugis junction .
waited for guanting they all to take topone card .
eat at sokudo for my waffle and dear pizza (: !
after that train down to town to find the others.

finally i saw alvin botak head ! hahahh , so cutee cann ~Lol !
slack awhile went cine , no pool table for them ,
end up they went club . me & dear went home (:
company him to watch 9 pm show de ep 5 then went out dabao food
bath & to our lala land ,

Sunday which is today (;
wake up early too , to northpoin eat with small & big sis , Leo (:
then we bus to khatib . meet ting & kent
sengsiong to buy some other food , then to sembawang
time passes so fast that dear needa go off ! ))))));
walked him to take cab , se bu de can ~ haiis
then walk to 334a xiaobian haha, damn urgent can ~
slack with edwin & marcus awhile . then went back find eva they all
play those card game

edwin & marcus came to find us ^^
left home at 1am plus

wtf wtf ! my shoes break and i bare foot walk lots of distance
how sad ! nvr in my life i walk like this for so long , i think it long for me already
haiish , but what to do .

and this is the don't know how many time i upset my babyboy.
i hate this feeling so much , i know myself his in camp
yet im still like this , but im so wei nan
one is boyf one is my sister.
both i also don;t wanne dissapoint.
at the end it my fault
so im sorry to the both of you ));

i feel so guilty right now for making him so no mood
i feel so guilty for leaving eva alone .
ohmy ! )))))));

shouldn't say so much already cause it my wrong
anyway , anyway ! i dreamt of Ahtham , Yiting & Jen
i wei ler small thing quarrel with them and they dont want me anymore
and i ran to ling cry like hell . Lol , funny right ~

My num 1 loveee.



my two dearest sister




Helloos {:

stay at home for whole day using computer ,
bored life , actually ask ting to come my house & company me
but .. when i wake up totally no enegry and my throat so pain ]:

wake up at 2pm plus ;X
tomorrow onward i can't sleep till so late again ler. Hahas !
wanted to cook maggie mee & eat , know what .
just so sway )))): the thing to switch on fire on spoil
how i turn also no fire , i thought no more gas , dissapointed
im lazy to step out of house to buy food .
jiu guai guai go back used computer
fcuking hungry ))); , if dear was here jiu hao . sighh

do finish all housework , finally dear call me ;D !
he say he got night out tonight , mean i can go find him
Hahahs =// , so prepare and faster rush out
waited for two train then i board . so many people -.- Smelly. ;X

John little to find Ling first ;D , all the product so cool ! hahah ,
if i got money i wanne buy lots of makeup ))));
my makeup going finish already .

went out meet dear, wanted to eat shilin chicken
so he bought for me (; Ling came find us ^^
walk around Jp till 9pm something dear they all cab back camp
me & ling train home ((((;

that all , bored tomorrow is an working day ,
i'll hope my voice will be ok tmr(:
off to my lala land right now . Night{:


Once again ;D Happy 2_ My belove belove belove Sister
how much i love you , you know yourself (:

Picture are at sis camera , i forget i set blur mode
and there goes this picture all blur and dark ): !
Hmpm , mango cake is so yummy ~
first time a 1kg cake 7 of us finish ;DD !






It Wednesday ;DD

Meet two baobei out to , Somerset , dhougy ghout & Bugis ((:
shop two top at bugis street ;P
still got one more i wanted to buy , but not enough cash.
Dear say he bringing me to buy soon , but not this weekend
cause bbq session ;D

but , but , only left the last piece can . so sad !
later when i go back don't have ler how ? hmpm ! nvm luh see got fate mah

Reach home @ 10.45pm like this
both of them send me home ^^ , give you both big kiss . Muackks. Hhaa !
talk with my zhu , i miss him so much can )):
yawnn zZzz. hopefully he can book out on friday

hmmm , tmr what should i do ?
i know i must guai guai stay at home {:
i wanne cut back my Bang tomorrow ! hees cause i hate long fringde .
Irritating ~

school holiday is here , i like it to the MAX . Hahahs {:
but the sad part is , i just recieve letter yesterday
didn't let parent to see it , i kept it myself . haiis
i shouldn't lie in the first place . cause once it started .
i'm forever like this . i'm trying very hard to get myself to school
but i just can't )): i don't know why too , that my lifee.
i wanted to quit earlier . but just couldn't quit
so now , what do you all want ? i know
it just so simple . complete this few month jiu gradute ler rite?
Lol ! i wish this few month end Fast
mid exam ); haiis , don't know whether can i take mah .
really , really f m life :C :C

when i'm on the fone with him , i told him i'm very awake !
but when he asleep , i felt so sleepy :C
i think it because of his voice then im so awake ~
sleep before 2am , now i can go my lala land find him liaos
he feeding many many Hello Panda Biscult for me .Yummy !

i can feel that i'm falling sick , throat so pain :C
gotta go now Byee .


Yawnn ..
come to an stop please ,

didn't attend school today. was super lazy to get up !
so continue to sleep . Hahah =//

haiis , staying at home isn't a good thing .
don't wanne say so much , cause it alway the same Old thing
i guess you guy know what i mean (:

but it seventh month right now , can't go home late

i seriously don't know where i belongg .. Lol ,
don't know what to update too also ,
i only know tomorrow im having exam . yet i didn't study anytthing
:CC . im so so lazy right now fcuk












Back to work on Friday (:
at Jurong Point , working alone was really so bored but i like . LOL ,
ling came down to find me ;P , and bought food for me , tue my turn already(; !
then night time i saw ahtham ^^ hahhas , suprised ! later on , yiting came
my zhu came dwn find me ;D !
♥ them ttm

8.45pm Pack up then train home {:
went Ntuc to shop for some food , cup noodle , crabmeat & 1opack of hello Panda !
Strawberry hello Panda is my super lovee now ! ♥
Lalalallalala ,

home sweet home (:
slept at 1am something , having him hugging me sleep is the best ;DDD
sleep till so shiock , somemore . Morning raining more good to sleep cann ^^

wake up , Hello Panda again before we went out
QueenWay Ikea ♥
Hahhahaha =// been so long sice i went there , cause the ikea we alway go
was Tampines one . hahhas !
so this time change to queenway , and fei si wo ! LOL , eat alot again
but NOT as much as last week ;X ,
baked chicken leg , 6pc chicken wing , but this time round , ke lian de him have to eat up 5 chicken wing
omg CHICKEN ~ scary. hahhaha

after that , walk around ikea , then walk to queenway arcade ^^
catch fish again , awhile more then left
Bus to Jurong Point to take thing {: , gaigai there (:
then train home ^^ wait mummy for dinner ,

and here i am (((((((;
happy saturday & happy tomoorow ;DDD
monday too but ); dear gotta book in at nite );
but it isnt a monday Blue Hhaha!
tuesday )); school sian ttm can





someone just couldn't shut her mouth up
and stop being a kpo , por people ,
hate you ttm , if i can , i've slap eur fcuk face.
no matter how you complaint , it won't affect us much too (;
work are better than us but too bad you are just a Lan ren ,
((((((((((((;
i believe what come around go around ;DD

wake up at 8am prepared and bus .
meeted pam and bus to school (:
been so long since we attend mrKenny lesson ;x
second teacher say to us . Heard that , because of going to gym
you skip my lesson . and it already so Ming xian is that fcuk face complaint
nothing to comment . Hahas

School end at 4pm ;) bus home .
when i reach home , and i on computer ting say she going outt.
Change jiu went out , find job at Northpoint ,
not much job to find , ting only find one & i didnt
cause i only can work one day , o.O !
after that bought waffle , slack till 7.3opm
jiu went home ((((;

back to working life tomorrow ^^
Earn Money time . hahaha




Yesterday, i had a dream of both of my belovedd.
a bad dream instead ));
dream of they them leaving me eh ,
when i wake up i realised lots of thing
haven't meeting them for so long ,, i miss them so much D:
im really looking forward to this coming 14Aug (:
bbq at east coast with Evatan, Tingting , Kent & Dear.
even though it only 5 of us but i bet it would be funn ((:
((((((((((((((((((((;

back from Ikea with my three baobei just now
bus down to ikea from wooland ,
have , meatball spagetti , mushroom soup & chicken wing
it so fattening you know ? D: omg ,
been so long since i eat alot alot liao can )))):
ahtham cab dwn from her workplace . walk around and talkk
and company ahtham for her dinner , and omg ): ! i drink mushroom soup again
LOL , really really so fattening . how would i slim dwn ? wait longlong loh
keep eat eat eat .

my back is still so pain now , haiis :( don't like itt.


didnt attend school today again
you can say im lazy , i purposely don't wanne go
but i'm not okays. my back is still so pain ~

can't even site properly right now , keep wanne twist it .
Lol , cause the hao lian me set the weight to 10kg and stretch D;
i won't again , learn my lesson already. ;P

& didn't know the video shooting is today )))): ! sad ttm can ,
so i told pam to take out my name ):
but she told me , she ask my another group member whether i can edit the video
at least i got do something ,,
Haiishh

so stress out for school ! so many homework didnt hand it ,
project keep coming , is like nvr will finish )):
one haven't finish , the other came ! and so confused now la
Sighhh ~

faster april can ): graduate from there . Lol&

rotting at home again , awaiting for friday to earn money :D
ting isn't working with me on friday, cause she having her exam
& my cousin told me that tue & thurs is weekday , so need one person only
mean im working alone at Jp for tue , wed & thurs ,
not alone for tue & thurs cause i have ling working there ;DD !
but wed , totally alone . haiiss. siann cann D:
nvrmind luh right ? since i love to be alone . :DDD

dear went for live firing today , so cant contact him for the whole day
till mid-night , boring ~

hao bahh , i got nothing to update already (;


Tuesday D:

school again , i can't wait for holiday to come right now
but .. what the use of having holiday? tell me please ,,
cause mostly all goes to WORK WORK & WORK D:
no time to enjoy this holiday.
2week time and school start again . sian ttm can ];

Yawn zZZzz ,
didn't went to gym in the morning , ended up went lesson
complete our video ler . Like finally. Hahaha
but still left our credit to finish , so needa stay back during thurs )x

canteen for lunchh ^^ after that jiu went gym Lol ,,
gym till 2pm something jiu bath all this and home sweet home

tired . so tired , put me to sleep please? (;
i hope one day , my mind will stop thinking those negative thing

在我最需要你的时候，没有说一句就走。
night all .


Helloo.

overslept again today -.-
alarm alway don't work , so not my fault ;PP !

So not my day today ~ stupid monday BLUE ...
knew Pam going Gym , ended up i didn't bring my thing also
so i wait for her in the toilets..

thenn , without thumbdrive again , really FML can ~
second time i forget to bring my thumbdrive at a monday !
so cab to Tampines mall ..
walk around with Pam ,

Train down to Jurong find aunt.
waited for ling to come , went foodcourt (;
eh what we eat huh i also forget ler. Lol ^^
thenn went order balloon for her friend .
after that , Bus to Dear house , take his laptop from his bro
slack at underblk till 6.3opm bus to Jurong Point again
collect her Cake, Ballon and roses and train ,

went Home (:
and here i am , im so tired right now
gym-ing tomorrow ! i hope i can wake up by 5.3oam to prepare )):
1week + didnt gym ler.. Gain weight jiu have . lose weight sure don have de
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))); !
saddening

still , i can't get over its.
FML FML DDDDDDDD;


Helloos [; , before you read
this is an emo update huhs , you can choose not to read(;

Black Weekend i hadd , dont know what going on with me ?
seriously don't know at all , so not myself leh -.-
i guess you won't want to know bout it tooo DDD;

i'm just a normal girl who alway so looking forward to weekend .
but now i don't feel happy at all ,
the only happy thing is , he is with me [; other than that all NO
no idea bout anything ~ my answer was just nothing & don't know or anything

heart is crying just like the rain is raining .
shouldn't be like this .. i can't descride how i feel right now ,
but i only know my heart isn't like this.
inside me , i wanne be happy but outside de me just wouldn't show its
what the fcuk is this ?

hope that someone would just read my mind ,
and know what i want so i won't needa to talk

living in my own world again zZzzz .
shhh i just want silent . as simple as that ((:
haiish , is just an emotional post again , read ler not happy go awayy (: !


Friday Night.
Eva came my house to study , study abit for my exam too (:
dwn for snacks . ;DD im in love with Hello Panda ;P
esp strawberry Flavour . Hhahas =//
stay at home = can't heart talk , cause having my sis around
so 12am something went out to slack
have our hearttalk (: , when we are really into it .
Her parent reach Hhahas .
back home and used com till 2am then , to My lala land

Saturday.
Dear book out around 1pm sth
meet-ed him at Jurong Mrt , train to Bugis (;
arcade for Fishing , spend $11 end up getting No coin -.-
left there & train to Amk for popeye ((;
finally , Hhaas =// had calamari Ring too ;PPP
after that train home .

Haiis , don't why i feel so sian DDD ;
have nowhere to go , if only i got the money )));
suan liaos, like my sis say is the company that counts(:

dinner with mummy & small sis , him & me
at seoul garden (((((;
shopp around , spend quite alot of mummy money today ;PP
then home sweet home

Boring lifee #&@#@^&$^@$^@*&*!