Stress Stress Stress ! yesh ask me what i stress bout ?
fcuking siann ! :C

afterall this is the only place i can vent anger on :(
when i heard people whom i love love so much say
aiyah , dont care me ler , don say too much to me ler
i felt so heartpain , can dont tell me mah ? say it in eur heart will do

recently , i felt so weak , i got so many bad dream this few day too
dream of both of my teacher keep asking me to go back ,
i thought i send that message to them then jiu settle ler.
end up nope. it isnt as easy as i think of . call my parent
and go home what i heard is call eur teacher . call your teacher
mum and sis talk to me also one sentene - call eur teacher
wt H ! didnt you all know me well ): i dont dare .
i dont ask for help cause i know what the answer is you arldy grown up call eurself

felt so lost , when i sleep , when i wake up , whenever i doing thing
i jiu thought bout school ): but now everything is going to be over .
i make up my last decision arldy will be going back to sch tmr,
then everything will end (:

as long as people around me feel happy can ler
so people , isnt you guy happy now ?
lastly i wont let my parent dissapointed can ler (:

Back to Yesterday, work at 4pm with joey
meet ahtham & yiting at yishun interchange then bus to compass point
then eat our breakfast + lunch , and off to work .
awhile more both of them went off ler):
dear & zhihao came dwn to company me work ,

sorry dear): i make you angry , didnt mean it
i know what you say is for my own good
but i doesn't want my parent to be dissapointed
i know deep dwn in their heart they wish i can contiune to study
so im so so sorry ):

end work jiu went home, my second home :P
slept at 1am sth and wake up at 3pm sth
:D i got long long sleep ,
sadly i forget to bring my make up . and my face so chui with so many freckles):
so decided to cab home , with Jackson & joys.
their lion dance today at Yishun :D so they came here first

ltr on finish ler dear coming my house stay again
i enjoy this few day so much with him , think of tmr jiu ):
k bah end here (:

My heart is crying non-stop , cause from the day i wanted to quit sch
i isnt happy anymore,, chenweiting is confused , lost , sad , ):): ):