Hellos (;

30april2o1o [;
school till 1pm , and rush home and prepare out with my two sistas
finally ^.^ ! hahaa , down to marina square moviee and yuki yaki with them
then night time kent came and drive us home Thankks [: !
and this is the night i really cry till ); ); im not wanting people to pity me
just that this is my blog , i have the right to post anything i want (:

that really affect me alots ! i didnt really know why it effect me too
how can i so easily affected by someone ); at that moment i really want to complaint
but who to ? so i cry and cry , cause i Jealous !!
and a dream that i nvr dreamt of having its ! oh my ~
maybe i miss you really too much and it ttm !
suan ler .

1May2010 (; new Month and left 11 more day to see my boy ^^
i miss him like crazy ! ); im holding my hp everyday awaiting for my boy to text me
but i only get to recieve one message at night and at that time he already went to sleep
im dissapointed ); but nvrmind its ok . im understanding enough to think :P
he must be real tired and have to get up damn super early in the morning
so i must get used to it ,, am i right to say that ?

out with ahtham as we say we want our er ren shi jie . Lols ! [;
and i no needa to spend my boring at home facing ..... hahahha
meet her at 1pm like this , train down to Bugis ^^
ahtham thank for treat ehh Aijisen ! you huhs . bth eh
everytime treat people , then don't let people treat you back
i know you are craving for steamboat i will find one day
i call , ling , ting , shiyun, jen all for steamboat kkiees ^^

after that to TopOne Ktv yesh just the two of us singing all along
and not enough time for us );
still got many song we haven't get to sing , i sing till no voice . Hahha !
left at 5.5opm like this then to bugis street shopp
bought one jumper and one dress agaiinn (; ! ahtham shop too ~
must wear ah . Lolss (:

i say i wont look at my phone for today but i cant resist );
after everything went Macdonald and talk for like many hours hahah
Icecream and fillet o fish meal , we're on diet so we half half the burger whaahha
till 10.05pm we left there , reach home around 11pm sthh

ahtham , thanks alot for today huhs ,
enjoyed myself ttm . hahah ! you too right ?
i won't let my sian to effect you kk . loveeyou
and kk , i know you understand how i feel (;
really really . hahah !

im so tired already , sighh , like i say
you are suffering inside , im suffering outside too .
don't know why whenever i go , whatever i do , you just appear in my mind
how sad , i still got to survice 11 more day
and i dont wish this 11 day to have that effect me , hmm i told ahtham wont ler
but you should knw me well . i will , sighhs , i've try my best not to . haiis

haiishh don know how to descride how i feel right now ,
so end here ler bahh . );