Saturday, November 20, 2010 @ 6:49 PM
Hello
above the picture is those whose help me celebrate my birthday
give me suprises (: i enjoy alot that day , Thanks alot Muacks ^^
18Nov2010 ,
me & dear 1Year anni ,
went out at afternoon with dear , went Vivo for movie.
Harry Potter isn't any nice show }: wasted our precious time there. haiis .
2 & the half hour show , hais sian ttm !
have swensen for our dinner (:
then after that went home , actually i'm quite dissapointed in sth
but i understand , and don't wanne make a fuss bout it ,
what i'm worry was dear is sick , and more worst is
he needa book in at 5am ! ended up went home Maple.
he only can sleep for 1hour plus then wake him up to book in
haiis sad right ?
Friday spended whole day at home . wish dear was with me too =X
Saturday. as normal work (:
due to some problem cab home
haiish , i'm feeling so sad right now ,
till then i realised being in a relationship was not simple at all
what impt was trust & to be honest , but it really so hard to trust someone
and being honest are hard too , cause i'm afraid that if im so honest
you'll will get angry so i rather to keep it a history .
and i didn't mean to lie , at that moment what i really need
was your trust . did you ? ton of question in my mind ..
what i say is all from my heart , believe or not you choose
cause i'm tired of explaining too , too many thing happening
and i'm lost too
something that has happend that make my heart break into pieces
i remember every single thing that you taught me .
i alway pray that you will be the most happier girl in the world
you're the one who alway give me confident ,, and i really really
can't afford to lose someone like you , without you there will be no me anymore
i don't know how to live without you ,,
my heart are really in pain seeing you like this
i feel so useless sometime . haiis ..
too much to say
but i will promise to cherish kekyouting alotalotalot
Loveyou, please don't leave me ever again